Post by Marcia on Jan 3, 2021 20:37:00 GMT
Hey Everyone,
I think all people here would understand the nice thing which just happened.
A little background: Actually after COVID infection I suffer from tachycardia and my heart beats too fast. I am getting exhausted very often.
A few days after isolation I decided to visit my friend who is a medical student. We were walking and everything was nice and fine. We kept laughing and talking. Then we needed to walk on some long stairs. I didn't tell him that I have some cardiac problems yet since I really didn't wanted to bother him. But... It happened. I just tried to stop walking for a while and pretending that i am looking at something interesting
! He just asked: what's wrong? So I told him that I have got this heart issues and that i am getting very exhausted after walking. My heart was pounding very fast and strong. He just grabbed my hand with his one hand and his second hand was put on my back. Then he asked if he can put his hand to feel my heart for a while. It was almost a winter so we were both wearing scarfs. I was sure that he was about to check my neck pulse but he moved my scarf and put his hand on my chest. He appologised that his hand was cold. And we were standing in this position for a while. One hand on my sternum, second hand holding my hand. It was such intimate experience for me. I felt totally safe with him. Little bit shy and embarassed but it was really nice feeling which lasted about 20 - 30 seconds. <3 <3 <3 Then I told him that we should go. None of us commented it later. He just told that it is necessary to go to cardiologist and check it thoroughly. Told me also that he regrets that we werent now in his home so he could check me with his stethoscope.
I am sure that for him it wasn't so arousing. But... I am definitely a cardiophile <3 !
I think all people here would understand the nice thing which just happened.
A little background: Actually after COVID infection I suffer from tachycardia and my heart beats too fast. I am getting exhausted very often.
A few days after isolation I decided to visit my friend who is a medical student. We were walking and everything was nice and fine. We kept laughing and talking. Then we needed to walk on some long stairs. I didn't tell him that I have some cardiac problems yet since I really didn't wanted to bother him. But... It happened. I just tried to stop walking for a while and pretending that i am looking at something interesting
! He just asked: what's wrong? So I told him that I have got this heart issues and that i am getting very exhausted after walking. My heart was pounding very fast and strong. He just grabbed my hand with his one hand and his second hand was put on my back. Then he asked if he can put his hand to feel my heart for a while. It was almost a winter so we were both wearing scarfs. I was sure that he was about to check my neck pulse but he moved my scarf and put his hand on my chest. He appologised that his hand was cold. And we were standing in this position for a while. One hand on my sternum, second hand holding my hand. It was such intimate experience for me. I felt totally safe with him. Little bit shy and embarassed but it was really nice feeling which lasted about 20 - 30 seconds. <3 <3 <3 Then I told him that we should go. None of us commented it later. He just told that it is necessary to go to cardiologist and check it thoroughly. Told me also that he regrets that we werent now in his home so he could check me with his stethoscope. I am sure that for him it wasn't so arousing. But... I am definitely a cardiophile <3 !